Been so low these last few days and I’m really sorry for all my negative posts. I’m just struggling a lot not to overdose. Just eurgh, I want to be dead. But I don’t want to let everyone down/hurt them or end up in hospital again. Everything is a bit shit right now.
~ Mark Haddon
You need to get yourself to hospital asap, even with a small overdose it is still incredibly dangerous and damage can be caused that isn’t immediately obvious. You need to know that medically you are okay. I’m so sorry that you felt you had to do this and I’m always here if you need someone to talk to. Do you have people around you that you can talk to, like friends, family, GP, teachers, youth worker, mental health professionals. Anyone really. I think it’s so important that someone at least knows what is going on for you and can offer support and just be there to look out for you if you find yourself at crisis point again. Please know that your life is valuable and it all feels awful now but things can and will get better and you need to be around to see it. I love you anon, stay strong and stay safe please xx
The reasons why I should are beginning to outweigh the reasons why I shouldn’t.
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