I have spent all my life resisting the desire to end it.
Been so low these last few days and I’m really sorry for all my negative posts. I’m just struggling a lot not to overdose. Just eurgh, I want to be dead. But I don’t want to let everyone down/hurt them or end up in hospital again. Everything is a bit shit right now.
But sometimes we get sad about things and we don’t like to tell other people...– Mark Haddon
Anonymous asked: I've self-harmed, maybe slightly overdosed and still it's not enough. I've slit my wrists, what do I do?
The reasons why I should are beginning to outweigh the reasons why I shouldn’t.
I can’t exactly describe how I feel but it’s not quite right. And it leaves me...– F. Scott Fitzgerald
Anonymous asked: thankyou, i would come off anon but i want to remain anonymous incase you ever post something.. can i ask, when was it?
Anonymous asked: I figured it out.. because, I was raped too. was it someone you knew?
Anonymous asked: were you raped?
Anonymous asked: how do you know she wants you to die
[[MORE]]What is so wrong with me? Like I must be such a terrible horrible person and I don’t really know what I did but clearly I’m useless and don’t help anyone, just hurt them. And if not then why does everyone around me want to die? Including my mum?! :’(
[[MORE]]meh, you know I’m getting bad again when I spend hours walking round food shops staring at all the food I’m not going to buy. I hate this so much, why do I feel so trapped in these behaviours? Thought I was past all this :(
[[MORE]]Aww, I wish I could just forget everything tonight. Had such a tough therapy session talking about really difficult things and now everything just keeps replaying in my head. I’ve gone all panicky again and keep bursting into tears. We were talking about how I feel disgusting and why. I’ve washed my hands so many times tonight, what do you do when you permanently feel so used...